Fell in love with this song after watching Sorcerer's Apprentice. :)

I feel that I am getting lazier and lazier.
It's like I don't have the motivation in anything I do now.
I keep making mistakes at work.
don't rmb the answers even though I handled a lot of similar enquiries before.
I checked my work twice before I sent out but I didn't realise the careless mistakes I made.
I feel I just dun have that interests in the job anymore.
Even though I deal with different customers everyday, eveything has become so routine to me.

Today didn't started well for me.
I just had that feeling that it would not be a good day today in the morning and true enough, it didn't go well.
Anyways, hope that work would be better tmr.

I have been job hunting since the day I finished my last paper.
I got a missed call around 2 weeks ago.
I wasn't able to answer the call coz I was on the line with a caller.
I returned a call to the caller but there was no answer.
I was very sure that it's regarding a position that I applied.
I called and called for the next 1 week but there was no answer.
And there goes my chance of being interviewed for a position suitable for fresh grad like me where training will be provided.

I sent out a few more resumes for the past few weeks but there is no calls yet.
Maybe I am not sending enough resumes. Maybe I am not hardworking enough in job hunting.
Part of me hopes that I can get a full time job asap but other part feels like giving for a while.
But I know I can't give up. I just gotta keep sending and trying. Anyway, I am not the only who is jobless right now. All of my uni frens are unemployed too. So ya, I gotta jia you.

I bought a vichy facial cleanser ytd and it was so nice of the lady to give me so many samples.
My face has been popping pimples non-stop whether I am PMS-ing or not so I had to find the right cleanser for my face. The pimples just kept appearing on my forehead and on my brows continuously. I used Vichy before but my face ppoped pimples the other time probably bcoz the product expired. So i am trying it again and hopefully my complexion will be better.

Anyway, wanna go and sleep. Still got so much to blog but will update another time soon.

Sian.

I thought about what happened yesterday when i was preparing to go to work today.

I feel we are really so unlucky that I am sick of trying.

I'm sick of trying to talk to anybody, to talk sense to anybody, to take good care of anything.
Coz no matter how hard I try, it always fail.

I am not hoping that we would get the best of everything and I would be happy tat there will be peace and happiness everyday but that's not happening.
I just hope that life would be smooth sailing everyday but things always seem to cock up at the wrong time.
Seriously, how unlucky can we be.

And everyone has to tolerate everyone's temper and stubbornness.
This is like never ending.
Nobody tries to go reflect what was wrong, think about it in the other person's shoes and try to prevent the same thing from happening again.
And it's so difficult to talk to them coz they dont want to listen and think thru wat other pple say.

Anyway, I wonder "不能说的秘密" is helping us or making things even more difficult for us.

How do you feel when you are just kept waiting?

Waiting and waiting...

Haiz..

Pple say just send your resume.

But I really dun want to anyhow send my resume and get shortlisted for a job i dun like.

I dun want to have any regrets anymore.

I just want to get a job which I am interested in and will put in alot of effort working.

I won't give up so easily.

I will wait for that chance and seize it.
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Employers like to put "Good degree" as one of the requirements.
Why dun they just list down all the universities they recognise to define "Good degree"?

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